how sweet it is to be loved by you

happy anniversary~!

2007-04-30T10:05:00.000+08:00

we'll be one happy family as soon as the baby arrives.. :3

baby is about to be part of the new family...

2007-04-26T14:31:00.000+08:00

we're celebrating almost 1 year being together and the baby has made us bond even closer. we're both excited to hold him in our arms...

--

~rikki

9 months and the baby

2007-02-05T08:18:00.000+08:00

we've just celebrated our 9th month together last january 3oth. :3

for those who don't know yet, there is also a baby on the way. yours truly is almost 5 months along, and we're hoping to have a healthy little bundle of joy soon... :3

more soon...

~ rikki

2007-01-14T08:27:00.000+08:00

wow... it's been so long since we've actually been able to maintain our little home... it's been 8 months since we've been together and we're still inseparable as ever... (^_____^)

... soon enough we'll have a litter of our own... (^______^)

~rikki

2006-09-30T23:38:00.000+08:00

happy 5th month, daddy! :3

i love you... :3

it's "just like a splendid love song"

2006-07-20T09:28:00.000+08:00

this was a post from my lj yesterday...

--

it's raining again, drizzling at least and i'm wishing that i could just sleep the morning away in the arms of the one i love. a few years isn't soon enough. i have found the one i would be spending the rest of my life with: no secrets, no pretensions, only the feeling of contentment in each other's presence. i accept his faults, he accepts mine. he tells me of his past, i tell him mine. as much as possible, arguments are dissolved before they even begin by understanding and listening to what each other has to say.

Spending my days with you
Is like living in a world of fancy
With all the beautiful people I know
Makin' love in a world of vivid colours
How often have I been there
Well it really doesn't matter
As long as we're together

You and me, together we will journey
To seek and see the colours of our fantasies
Come to life with the stroke of your soothing hands
All the questions of lifeI will come to understand

Seasons come and seasons go
Stars will shine and lose their glow
But every time I try to look back, I know

You and me in love with each other
There will be no problems that will bother
Just the two of us painting a world of our own
Everything is perfect
Just like a splendid love song

--

well, nothing is perfect but it feels like it is - through good and bad, even with each other's imperfections, it's as if everything is.

posted by: rikki

sleepover

2006-07-08T11:33:00.000+08:00

wheeee~! you got to sleep in my room for the very first time two nights ago... i was so happy 'coz i didn't have to worry about you travelling that night...

i wished i could've slept beside you... if only...

posted by: rikki

worried...

2006-07-06T08:52:00.000+08:00

i'm worried about you being sick again. you may have caught a flu or something. i'll get you something later so that you'll feel better, okay? for now, rest as much as you can... i love you...

posted by: rikki

2006-07-01T08:05:00.000+08:00

it was nice to meet her, hun. i wasn't expecting that we would be chatting so casually like that. i was thinking that she would be snobbish or hostile against us - me in particular. but she made a very good impression. i respect her for that. even i don't know if i would be able to that with any of my ex's.

... and yet another first for us, huh? (^___^) it was a good turnout for OUR day, right? i'm glad that you guys have made peace with each other.

i know we're on a tight fix right now, i just want you to know that i love you. you don't have to do much to make me happy. just being with you, i'm already on top of the world. you don't have to give me the world. i'll also do my part. we need to save up for our own little family someday.

i'll see you later, after work. love you~~

posted by: rikki

happy 2nd month to us!

2006-06-30T13:26:00.000+08:00

happy monthsary, hun... i love you... (^_^)

two more days...

2006-06-28T08:50:00.000+08:00

two more days to go and we'll be celebrating yet another month together...

i love you so much...

posted by: rikki

i want to be by your side...

2006-06-23T07:33:00.000+08:00

i don't want to be apart from you anymore. everytime you leave, i start feeling empty inside, like i want to sleep until i could feel your presence in my room.

sigh... if only...

i guess i have no choice but to wait for a few more hours to see you. i want to spend every waking moment with you, if possible. i'll just keep thinking about you until we meet later.

i love you...

posted by: rikki

everyday is a winding road...

2006-06-22T12:19:00.000+08:00

i've just noticed that we see each other virutally every day, and i guess that somehow explains why i feel like it's been more than half a year already when, in fact, we're just gonna have our 2nd monthsary this 30th.

everyday we encounter new things, meet new people (well, not most of the time), go through whatever life has to throw at us... and we enjoy facing all of it because we have each other through it all.

life is quite a challenge, everyday there's always a thing to go through - whether it be bad or good - but i promise i'd stay with you all the way until we get to where we should be.

posted by: Jeff

2006-06-18T23:48:00.000+08:00

another week has passed and still, we haven't broken our daily routine of seeing each other. whee!!! i'm gonna be on day shifts starting tomorrow! (^_^) that means we get to go home together (or at least you won't have to travel all the way home alone...

love you so much, daddy...

posted by: rikki

new pictures

2006-06-18T04:52:00.000+08:00

2006-06-14T04:46:00.000+08:00

just having you love me is more than enough for a gift... i don't need money or material gifts. what i need the most is you - your presence and your hugs and your kisses...

i wouldn't know what i'd do if i lost you...

posted by: rikki

happy birthday hunny!

2006-06-06T23:56:00.000+08:00

since my mom beat me to being the first to greet you, i might as well greet you online everywhere i can log-in...

happy 23rd birthday mr. jeffrey llamas!

love you, hun... mwah!

we've only just begun

2006-06-02T21:19:00.000+08:00

We've only just begun to live
White lace and promises
A kiss for luck and we're on our way
We've only just begun

Before the rising sun we fly
So many roads to choose
We start our walking
And learn to run
And yes! we've only just begun

Sharin' horizons that are new to us
Watchin' the signs along the way
Talkin' it over just the two of us
Workin' together day to day, together

And when the evening comes, we smile
So much of life ahead
We'll find a place where there's room to grow
And yes! we've only just begun

posted by: rikki

i'm sorry hunny...

2006-05-28T22:04:00.000+08:00

sorry i had ever doubted you. i just didn't know how to deal with someone leaving me again. i just felt that i didn't seem to be anything compared to your past relationships. but what you said last night made my trust in you strengthen even more.

but even though i had my doubts, i still would trust you with my heart. you said i have your heart in my hands. i say you have mine in yours. i have faith in our love and i would love you forever.

and though i'm very fond of saying that nothing is bothering me, even if there is, i can't exactly put it into words that i can speak of, i would still tell you one way or another. i know all i said last night was that i'm sorry, and i didn't really say what my problem was (you even said it yourself...) but this was what i wanted to tell you. even if i have my doubts, i still hold my trust and it's a lot stronger than any of those jealousy bouts combined.

i love you so much...

posted by: rikki

Starting A Brand New Day

2006-05-23T18:33:00.000+08:00

I've only come to realize this recently, but we have been spending 3 consecutive weekends together. It's quite funny how days turn into weeks and in turn collecting itself into months and years and decades... but let's not discuss the years and decades at present. what matters is you and me and us and now. Okay, so i suppose you want me to write sweet stuff in our stationery-ish (thanks for the term, Matt) blog, but i have my ways to put what had happened the last few weeks. here i go...

Okay, so i guess my words would never match how you described that fateful April morning (3am IS morning, after all) so let me just begin by what happened the next few weeks... I was very much eager to see you everyday afterwards, longing for your hugs and kisses... I don't exactly know what was inside every kiss you give, but it is SO sweet, it's incomparable. Remember the thing when we discussed that it seemed like we've been together for a long time already? How about the babies Rinoa and Squall concept? Remember the "psychic possesion" thingy? The fist word we said together ("HICKIE!")? It's creepy, but it tells me one thing - I have finally met my match. And this time, I think fate means it. Whew. Not a day would I let pass by without even having you by my side (so as you can see, getting our own flat is going to be VERRRY advantageous... hehehe). I can proudly say to the entire world that I LOVE YOU WITH ALL THAT I AM FOREVER. Not every woman can ever stand up for a broken man such as I, and that brave act of love is what made me devote myself to you - a thing you should've known by now.

Anyways, with regards to our friends, they have been a lot of help for us, especially the "April 3 0 team" (you guys know who you are), so this is the space i allot for you - from the bottom of our hearts, THANK YOU.

All for now, I guess... sorry if the post seemed to be mixed-up, you know I can never concentrate with you by my side... I wanna lay you down and *grins*

toodles~

posted by: Jeff (hoooooooooooooooooooooo~)

i love you honey...

2006-05-17T22:25:00.000+08:00

you were singing this earlier tonight. it was funny, i never thought anyone would actually sing this song to me, and it's got to be one of the most wonderful songs i've heard so far...

And I don't know how I knew it
But I knew it somehow
You're the answer to the question
No one's answered till now
And I don't know what you see
What you see in me
Girl it's nothing to what I see in you

Stars that glisten
Lips for kissin'
Honey listen it's true
No one ever loved you better
I love ya honey

And I've known a girl or two
But none of them was you
And they could never be what you are to me
Stars that glisten
Lips for kissin'
Honey listen it's true
No one ever loved you better
I love ya honey
I love you

I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you

(song by: rex smith)

posted by: rikki

dedication

2006-05-14T05:21:00.000+08:00

this was the song you sang the morning we had our first kiss...

Did I ever betray your trust?
Did I ever let you down?
Did you ever find yourself
Feeling like you were so low
Just waiting by the window
You know I'm like your shadow
And you know that I'll never let you go away

I can tell when you're feeling bad
I know just what makes you mad
I can even guess what you'll say
Long before you've spoken
Your secret code is broken
But you don't have to worry
'Cause I'll be right here
Like an echo
On your side

And I'm Dedicated to you, girl
'Cause you're the center of my world
I promise you it's forever
You'll never have to look for love again
I'm dedicated to you, girl
So don't you ever be afraid I'll always be right beside you
I never wanna lose you
My only love

Did I ever step on your dreams?
Did I ever keep you down?
Don't you think it seems
Like I'm in love with you so badly
So truly and so madly
This is my dedication
And my whole life Is what I'm gonna
Dedicate to you

(by: thomas howard lichtenstein)

posted by: rikki

and we start our journey together

2006-05-14T03:02:00.000+08:00

like you said, it's been only a few days but it feels like we've known each other for years.

let's keep our memories here, so that when we look back, we could smile at the times we spent together, 'til we grow old...

~~ how sweet it is to be loved by you ~~